This month wasn't half bad. It went really well in the beginning actually! On site admittance to MSMC, I'm glad I know that I'm going to college. I tend to miss school alot, I think I'm getting concerned, thats pretty bad. I remember when I used to want to fill blogs with all these new words that I learned, truth be told, I went straight to thesaurus.com when I needed a synonym. Its so funny that we try to fake what we're not. Appearance really isn't anything and being materialistic isn't good either. I think I stopped although I do long for clothing alot. I wish I had blue chords, that'd be cool. Next thursday I have a photoshoot with hanky panky. I'm pretty excited! Christine Wang is coming over in the morning just to do my makeup. Erik spent 7-10 with me on Christmas, I love him. I know that girls always have their fantasies about marrying the boy they're dating, but they say you shouldn't date someone you wouldn't want to marry... DUH! :) I really like this song "I'll Never Fall In Love Again - The Carpenters" I've recently rekindled my little fettish with Meg & Dia I'm kind of happy because they afterall were one of my favorite bands. I don't understand why I didn't want to like the same things as Erik, but last night we established the fact that we are completely different. Not opposites... but different in views and everything else. Its okay, we complete each other. GROSS. Well I'm going to listen to music and drown myself in chocolate. Yum!
