so..

for once in my life i've gotten sleep
for once in my life i don't have anything to do
for once in my life i've been able to think to myself

and at this time, i'm not exactly sure what's happening. i could be over reacting; due to my hormone imbalance cause it is that time of month. i don't know anything is possible. this happens alot though...

what the hell am i thinking? i feel like i'm drifting apart from everything and everyone. school really is my life and upon reflecting with marina and having millions of conversations about everything and nothing at all... i realize that i don't have time to myself to think, and when i do finally get to think, it doesn't really turn out well. i'm so lost right now its kind of really sad. hm... i don't know what i want in life. i dont know where im applying to. im such an under achiever. i hate my life. whatever... im SO over it all...

I wishhh

My english class assigned more writing assignments. I really do need to work on writing, alloooottt!!

Credit cards are more than plastic and piled up debts. At the age of 5, girls develop a need for materialistic things, whether it be the newest barbie toy, or the latest sneakers released at Payless. With this urge to satisfy their tangible needs, they grow up into superficial consumers, hungry for each season's trend to fill their outdated closets. This leads to a surplus of naivety and ignorance as well as impaired judgement. Instead of judging people on their character and genuinity, they judge them on their ability to match colors and material. The big picture of it all is rather

blend of everything all together

These past few weeks have been the most ultimately fast weeks of my life. I don't think I've ever had so much to do, its actually really fun. I think I enjoy being preoccupied because when I have time to myself... I'm not exactly sure what to do except find a task that I probably should complete. There's no such thing as relaxation anymore, and when I said that I enjoy staying at home [don't get me wrong, staying at home is quite fun] I think I get more of a kick out of arranging books or something. I think I go through multiple phases at which I experience the weirdest mood swings. What if I develop schitzophrenia? WHOAwhoaWHOA. Just kidding, well I'm off to read. I love words. I don't think I'll ever get sick of words no matter how limited my vocabulary may be.

:)

these lines and curves are amazing. at this time i am washing clothes, giving a "yogurt" review, and thinking about when i should shower... maybe in 10 minutes.

:] i love socializing. i love the smell of just washed clothes. i love knowing that ive completed all i have to. i love love. dfghdfkjh!