so..

for once in my life i've gotten sleep
for once in my life i don't have anything to do
for once in my life i've been able to think to myself

and at this time, i'm not exactly sure what's happening. i could be over reacting; due to my hormone imbalance cause it is that time of month. i don't know anything is possible. this happens alot though...

what the hell am i thinking? i feel like i'm drifting apart from everything and everyone. school really is my life and upon reflecting with marina and having millions of conversations about everything and nothing at all... i realize that i don't have time to myself to think, and when i do finally get to think, it doesn't really turn out well. i'm so lost right now its kind of really sad. hm... i don't know what i want in life. i dont know where im applying to. im such an under achiever. i hate my life. whatever... im SO over it all...