April 18, 2009

footsteps & a new beginning

for the longest time ive questioned myself and everything that has been going on, but as of this morning... well as of last night, i'm feeling better.

i've got something new and i finally appreciate it (:. but really though. i like it... kinda alot! im so sleepy i cant even function properly lol [:

April 7, 2009

hate me or love me.

yesterday's dilemmas forced me to write...

I guess you could say I'm mildly mature with a hint of my youth still intact. Though my childish side reveals itself most often, I still believe that I am quite the adult and I know that I am proud of myself. True, I act out on emotions. True, I complain when things are unjust. True, I'm probably one of the most vain as well as superficial girls you will ever meet, but aside from all the materialistic things. This is me. Adrienne-Rae Datuin Velasquez. A confused, indecisive, and struggling college student in my past tan skin. I like to read, but unfortunately I lack sufficient free time for me to enjoy any sort of novel. My english teacher lacks motivation to push her students to read. Actually, my school and any of their english classes seem to lack that extra "umph" that makes literature so wonderful. My clothes never fit my body perfectly, but I guess we all have our imperfections, mine is just noticable. I'm easy to please, low maintenance, and independent in a way which only i can understand. As of right now, as I sit on this hard, semi-bronze semi-gold wooden chair, I realize that no one will ever truly understand a person unless they are that person. I go through all of these web posts talking about how odd it is that I'm like this. Talking about me and my daily struggles. How hard it is for me to ...

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