series of unfortunate events

I'm on the verge of overdosing and suffocating myself with a pillow till I stop breathing. Today was ridiculous, tedious, and unproductive.

I stayed at home to study for the permit test I did not take today. I went to Nowalk to pick up a birth certificate for the permit test I did not take today. I spent $17 I did not need to spend. Therefor I missed school for absolutely no reason.

My mascara is M.I.A. as well as my liquid eyeliner, not to mention my fucking head. I missed my hair appointment today, whatever. I'm fat and ugly. I don't mean to be skin deep but appearance can affect everything. I want to sleep, but I haven't finished my math homework. I also forgot to mention my missing binder with all my treasured homework assignments. All that hardwork between passing periods down the drain. I'm destined to fail.

I might as well die right now. I'm actually letting things get to me, fuck life. I'm not supposed to be sad. I guess I've lost my optimistic side, whatever, I need glasses. Antony called my program cover gay. He is right though, his honestly does count.

Well... I'm not exactly the best at writing witty posts and what not but I'm sick and I really could care less right now.