AWKWARD.

What disappoints me the most
is that I'm the main focus in all my posts

Today while moving my body to the beat, I noticed I'm awkward. Not just awkward while trying to start up a conversation, or the way I carry myself, but awkward as in awkward. I overthink things too much at which it leads me to think everything is awkward therefore I feel very awkward.

On a brighter note:
Today was surprisingly "fun". I actually hung out with my mother. I guess this whole seperation thing is falling through even better than I presumed it would. Don't get me wrong, it sucks having my mom's presence absent at a place I guess I would call "home" but it is alot more peaceful. I can sleep at night (excluding tonight because the computer sucks and I'm not exhausted). I don't really know why I'm blogging either. I guess I'll go and attempt to fall asleep... big day tomorrow!