I think

I think my mind is maturing way too fast for my body and age. Today I felt as though maybe I would still get a kick out of "hanging out". I guess I lost it within the first hour, it wasn't pleasant. I think I've become a little more insecure. You know what? I honestly don't understand the concept of a blog anymore? Am I so pathetic that I have to pour my "discoveries" into this digital online journal that is accessible to anyone and everyone? Do I really want people to know? This is stupid, I'm stupid.