irresponsible

irresponsible
unreliable
spontaneous
unstable

there aren't enough adjectives in the human vocabulary to sum up how shitty my parents make me feel. I can't stand the fact that I'm such a hassle, that I honestly don't do anything besides take care of everything I must and in the end I'm just another responsiblity that they don't want to take care of when I am practically liable for every single fucking thing in my life. I handle so much and I don't the the credit I deserve therefor I am not lying when I say I just can't wait to leave. i can't wait to get away from this insanely dysfunctional family that doesn't know how to handle things. This dysfunctional family that blames me for shit when I really haven't done anything but work. I'm so pissed of I can't stand this right now and I feel really bad because I htink i'd ruining the movie for them. In spite of the moment I don't think I've ever been so disappointed. I really haven't done much, and maybe I am spoiled, its just I don't understand why I'm such a hassle to my parents. It seems the little things I ask for are just too much, even if its as simple as getting picked up to get a ride home. Yesterday I was extremely heated to the fact that my parents never follow through with their plans and they just let it go.

MY PARENTS ARE SO UNREASONABLE
AND IF I NAG ABOUT SOMETHING
ITS WITH IN REASON
ITS BECAUSE ITS PRETTY DAMN IMPORTANT
AND MY PARENTS DON'T REALIZE HOW FUCKING PRACTICAL I AM.
WOW