I chose to stay home today. I feel like I'm thirteen again, the only difference is that it was my choice to cage myself in. True, I could be missing out on one of the best days of my life, doing the most spontaneous things, laughing at absolutely nothing, and possibly even achieving a new goal while I'm at it. Whatever, I think I'm sick and its not a good feeling.
Actually, I'm not physically ill. I feel insane in the membrane if you know what I'm sayin. All this going out, having fun, thinking of things to do has fried my brain and I honestly didn't think it was possible. Right now all I can think about is how big of a grouch I'll be by the age of thirthy. Laughing gives you wrinkles anyways.
My new collection of bands consist of: Every Avenue, The Vincent Malloy Project, Permanent Me, Metrio Station, We the Kings, and today is the Metro Station show in Fullerton. If I found about them earlier, I'm 75% sure I would have been there. Scenes from a movie aren't that bad either.
Screw this, I feel pathetic again.
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