August 24, 2007

Old.

I think I've come to my senses. I'm fine and right now everything I'm doing is pretty logical, or so I think. I haven't been out this whole week unless I had to be. I've been exercising daily and getting good amounts of sleep. I've been accomplishing alot too.

So I remember when I wondered why it was that I acted like I was so little and why I wish I could have stayed that way forever. Well, its not so bad knowing everything and I guess when you get older you tend to accept change more easily because you tend to experience it frequently. The more to refuse to accept the harder it is for you to adapt in the long run. I'm okay with myself right now, I just hope I don't go through my quarter-life crisis and realize that I have much to live for and I'm not exactly living it up right now. I am though, I'm as healthy as can be, and I still have friends I can rely on even though I do miss out on their daily trips to another friends house. Its alright, I think I'll be okay. I'm ready for senior year and I'm definitely ready to grow up. <3

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