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i should be nice and snug in my bed, but i'm not. bad choice of picking tea... because there's caffine and my pills say to reduce my caffine intake. apparently one pill contains the amount of caffine in four cups of coffee. worst part? i dont even get to exercise or utilize the amount of energy given to me. ive spent the past couple of weeks studying, and avoiding the thought of being alone next year. oh well (: its fine i guess. they say that you have to compromise everything that you get in your life... and i will agree that once you gain, you lose. i don't know. life is just one balancing beam... you can't have it all, and i've learned that... the hard way.