unbelievable

its always the people you least expect. who the hell does that anyways? at least have the decency to break up with me first then do whatever you need to do to clear your confusion. sorry kid, but you can't have your cake and eat it too. i can't believe i stayed with you, after everything seriously. in the end i look like a dumbass because the whole time i was tryna win you back, you were over on the side really making sure you didn't like her instead of me. well hey, guess what? karma is seriously going to bite the two of you in the ass. another thing that completely amazes me is how you, yes you you little girl, had the audacity to get frustrated with me. what the fuck? you have no right. i'm the one who is supposed to be pissed, remember?! gosh, i wish i could make both your lives a living hell, oh thats right i actually can, but then i would be scooping down to your guys' level and thats bullshit. i hope that the both of you are happy together cheating on each other. seriously if there's something i hate, its cheaters and people that put words in my mouth. oh and WOW way to try to make it seem like you really know me, telling me "i know whatever i say won't matter to you, i know that i'm a bitch". don't do that, seriously don't you just make me even more mad.

DON'T TRY TO FUCKING JUSTIFY WHAT YOU DID, BECAUSE ITS WRONG AND THATS THE END. DON'T TRY TO MAKE YOURSELF FEEL BETTER, BECAUSE HONESTLY YOU DESERVE TO FEEL LIKE SHIT. AND LASTLY I HONESTLY DON'T GET HOW THE BOTH OF YOU SLEPT AT NIGHT, WHAT FUCKERS

oh and ERIK yeah, i said your name because the chances of you reading this may be pretty high. i honestly can't believe i spent three years with you, and i honestly cant believe you thought that you coming all the way over from SD to tell me A WEEK AFTER that you cheated on me would make things better. it doesn't do anything besides make me hate you more, but hey i hope it makes you feel better... you know, finally doing something right?

ugh, i just wish i could have slapped you more than once because i seriously hate you that much.