today i watched

some wongfu production that was a gift for this couple that was about to get married then I suddenly realized, that instead of puking or becoming nauseated over the whole commitment deal... I then actually looked forward to it. The best part about it is that life wouldn't be so bad if I spent the rest of it with Erik. They always tell you not to date anyone you wouldn't see yourself marrying... and as gay or weird as it sounds, I definitely can see myself marrying baby boy Erik B! In fact, I really actually kinda miss him. I guess the summer has opened my eyes to realize that all that crazy bullshit nonsense before was exactly just that. Bullshit nonsense that I really could live without. I don't mind making him jamocha shakes or getting up so I could pour him a glass of orange juice or the fact that he likes to sleep on my boobs because he tells me they're as soft as pillows. It just makes me smile when I think about him, when I think about us... and when I think about what could be. Maybe all those retarded pointless conversations about jumbo hot dogs and regular hot dogs were just a test to see if I really liked him... truth is... that if I didn't I would have just hung up. <3